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I love the people in life that you know will be there always.
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[10 May 2009|10:31pm] |
I graduate college in one year.
Wow.
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[20 Sep 2008|11:18pm] |
Its been awhile.
I'm happy.
I'm reading.
I'm learning.
I'm living.
And most importantly,
I'm loving.
Here's to another day of breath.
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[31 Mar 2008|01:10am] |
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I need to pray more.
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[05 Nov 2007|09:16am] |
Yesterday was one of the best days I think I have ever had.
My boyfriend took me to an awesome Italian restaurant for lunch, then blind folded me and took me to the Bodies Exhibit. It was so amazing. I was in awe the entire time.
Then we went home and watched Evan Almighty and ate Ben and Jerrys like we always do. :]
I love this feeling. I never thought I would be capable of feeling it again.
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[01 Oct 2007|01:35am] |
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I know it is wrong to think about...but I wonder sometimes, if given the chance, would you rip my heart out a third time?
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[24 Sep 2007|11:57pm] |
BLAH.
The End.
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[25 Jul 2007|01:49am] |
One of these late night write fests.
I can't quite comprehend your apprehension.
I can't quite grasp your lack of words.
What I can understand are your cruel yet affectionate glances across the room.
Your subtle yet blatant signs of attraction.
Do you still think of her with every simple touch?
A single question, where is your heart?
I'll let you know I can sympathize with your brokenness.
Our shattered souls should recollect over coffee.
But if you decide to remember the love that you once gave
Tell me that I will never be the one to receive it.
And if your heart decides to beat again
Tell me that I am not the one to mend it.
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[07 Jun 2007|10:13pm] |
is insane.
So much has been happening.
-I dont even know where to begin.
-I have another tattoo.
-I have more problems then I know how to deal with.
-I have an interview at an AMAZING job on Tuesday. And I have NO idea how I pulled that one off.
-I dreamt last night of a giant dinosaur destroying everything except when it got close to the people I was with, then someone killed it.
-I have smoked way too much hookah lately.
-I am obsessed with dresses. They are so comfy.
-I snuck out of a window, in fear of being caught. But it made me miss out on spending time with someone I really wanted to.
-I'm learning that this whole dating business is terrible.
-I learned another lesson when it comes to drinking.
-I experienced Prom.
-I fell asleep after the sun came up.
-I dont know how to handle the situation I am in. I feel like I am making so many bad decisions but at the same time I feel like these are the BEST years of my life so I need to have fun. Im just overly confused about relationships and what I want and who I want.
-At this very moment my head is spinning. I dont know why, could be lack of sleep or the adrenaline rushing through my body.
-Im learning how to ride a dirt bike this weekend.
-I cut my hair. Its a little too short for my liking.
-I am gaining a friendship that is long overdue and it is a really nice feeling.
-I had the encouragement of a counsler at college today. She told me I would get all A's. It made me happy beacuse my grades are terrible. I just really need to apply myself.
-I should end this now. If you read these you are awesome and i appreciate you.
-Im really ready to figure out who I am because lately I've been feeling like a completely different person.
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[10 Apr 2007|12:24am] |
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Thank you.
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[15 Mar 2007|11:54pm] |
I want to know how you do it.
That's all.
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[12 Mar 2007|12:02am] |
"She loved anyone and anything that didn't love her back,
so long as it made her feel alive."
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[07 Mar 2007|01:16am] |
Do you ever wonder how much someone else thinks about you?
Or when you meet someone, what they think about you when you leave?
Do you leave a lasting impression...or just blend in with the thousands of others they will meet in their lifetime?
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[04 Mar 2007|09:37pm] |
I needed to know just one more time.
Your lips were so sweet but I should have realized your intetions were sour.
The last night we were together, that late October sky brought a slight shower
foreshadowing the tears that would later be shed.
Your hand led me to my car, your lips led me to your lies.
"See you soon."
You hugged me, but not the way you used to.
You kissed me, but it was not your kiss.
As you shut my door, you kissed my window.
I kissed it back.
Your lips lingered on my window long enough to leave a mark.
I would have kissed you harder if I knew it was my last.
Although your lips have long sinced been washed from my window, I swear that on some days I still see them...and some days I still feel them.
My tears leave saline ashes upon my cheek
Much like the ashes your lips left on my window.
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[01 Mar 2007|01:37am] |
I am confused.
I haven't been this confused in God knows how long.
I wish I could tell you why.
But it's not that easy.
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[27 Feb 2007|10:30pm] |
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
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[19 Feb 2007|11:35pm] |
I called Zoo Corps the other night.
Just to hear the recording.
I miss it too. And I want that time back.
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[16 Feb 2007|12:41am] |
I missing something.
I didn't get any of those candy hearts for Valentines. That's all I really wanted.
I'm so confused right now, I think my brain is going to explode through my parietal bones.
Thank God my anatomy test is over. Only nine more to go.
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[14 Feb 2007|06:33pm] |
My first Valentine's without you.
No In-n-Out. No singing together in the car. No embraces that feel like they will last forever. No kisses on the forehead. No I Love Yous.
No feelings of loss.
Today was ok.
<3
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